I have never felt so fucking numb
In front of the mirror with a loaded gun
Every word you read is stained in blood
This gets sick cause I’m mind-fucked
I’ve died and my body turned to rust
An empty carcass left to rot back to dust
Like a casket in a shallow grave
Out of sight, but I promise it will never go away
These words may sound all the same
I have bled to death on every page
Watch as my heart turns to stone
Watch me die without hope
I don’t want to break your heart with mine
Everything I know about life is a lie
This is what I feared the most
Wanting love but chasing ghosts
And it won’t matter when I forget your name
You know exactly what I am, and you know I love the pain
Remember my words but forget my face
Every fucking scar screams your name
Remember my words but forget my face
Every fucking scar screams your name
And it won’t matter when I forget your name
You know exactly what I am, and you know I love the pain
Remember my words but forget my face
Every fucking scar screams your name
I have never felt so fucking numb
In front of the mirror with a loaded gun
Every word you read is stained in blood
This gets sick cause I’m mind-fucked
These words may sound all the same
I have bled to death on every page
Watch as my heart turns to stone
Watch me die without hope
Watch as my heart turns to stone
Watch me die without hope
And it won’t matter when I forget your name
You know exactly what I am, and you know I love the pain
Remember my words but forget my face
Every fucking scar screams your name