Lyrics
I stand alone in the dark, I feel glued
'cause I can’t move
My heart, it pounds in my chest, fast
As he takes his first step into the room
(My stomach drops deeply)
His eager eyes they stare, undressing me
(I'm nauseous, so sickly)
Am I dead, am I dreaming?
(Oppressive caressing)
Paralyzed, gotta wake up from this nightmare, misery
But the nightmare’s not over, it’s only just begun
As he starts to arrange me, does it all for fun!
(And I’ll have you know) I’m not a game you can play
A fucking doll to manipulate
His fingers feel like blades as they run up my thighs
He paints my face, changes my dress
I’m ready for his night, but not through my eyes
I’m stuck, imprisoned and paralyzed
Count to three, open my eyes and see
The world around me is still a nightmare
I’ve gotta wake up from this dream
Oh, what could it be this vision’s trying to tell me?
I can’t see it clearly, feel it try to break me
With his touch I feel the burn of a thousand suns
I try to scream, I try to move, but I just can’t run
He’s playing with me like a porcelain doll
But there’s nothing I can do, I just feel so small
Makeup running down my face
From the tears and the sweat, I feel so disgraced
As he dresses and undresses me, I fear I may die
(Wake up, wake up, wake up!)
But the nightmare’s not over, it’s only just begun
As he starts to arrange me, does it all for fun!
(And I’ll have you know) I’m not a game you can play
A fucking doll to manipulate
His fingers feel like blades as they run up my thighs
He paints my face, changes my dress
I’m ready for his night, but not through my eyes
I’m stuck, imprisoned and paralyzed
I’m stuck, imprisoned and paralyzed
I know to you that I just seem like an inanimate being
Deep down inside, I am alive, and you are torturing me!
The suffering you’ve inflicted, you’re addicted
'cause your head’s sick
Actions wicked, sick and twisted
Scars will heal, but I’ll still feel it
But the nightmare’s not over, it’s only just begun
As he starts to arrange me, does it all for fun!
(And I’ll have you know) I’m not a game you can play
A fucking doll to manipulate (please, wake me up)
His fingers feel like blades as they run up my thighs
He paints my face, changes my dress
I’m ready for his night, but not through my eyes
I’m stuck, imprisoned and paralyzed