Consequences that had left me for dead
Repercussions that went straight to your head
Trusting in no one!
Believing in nothing!
Living in a world of pure deception
So far this life is contemptuous
This mind, a gun, so relentless
Damn! I am damaged for life!
Damn! Like I’ve been been crucified!
Damn! I am damaged for life!
And I can’t believe I’m alive!
Determined to destroy all that you know
Conceal your lies in the web you compose
Trusting in no one!
Believing in nothing!
Living in a world of pure deception
So far this life is contemptuous
This mind, a gun, so relentless
Damn! I am damaged for life!
Damn! Like I’ve been crucified!
Damn! I am damage for life!
Damn! And I can’t believe I’m alive!
Alive!
So far this life is contemptuous
This mind, a gun, so relentless
Damn! I am damaged for life!
Damn! Like I’ve been crucified!
Damn! I am damaged for life!
Damn! And I can’t believe I’m alive!
And I can’t believe I’m alive
And I can’t believe I’m alive
True shit. I have Schizophrenia, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Anxiety and Anti Personality Trait Disorder so yeah pretty fucked hey, talk about damaged for life, and the worse out of all I suffer with is the fucking Anxiety, man I tell their have been so many times where the Anxiety feels like it nearly got the best of me to the point where I think I am going to literally die, because it really fucks with your breathing and causes you to panic making you think your going to suffocate yourself internally, fuck I really hate Anxiety the most worse shit ever to suffer with but I have learnt a few methods to help me deal with it when it comes on and that seems to help subside it