Lay another one to rest in the valley of my shadows opened up
Bury all my expectations for the semi normal love
And with it burning in my palms, massaging into my blood
I try to fight away my urges, it’s only gonna rope you up girl
Hear me
I know my capabilities of breaking in the the only thing that saves you from
your feelings of trust
Believe that angel on your shoulder when she comes
Cause your devil’s so familiar, and mine will leave you flustered like
You count your tears like experience
And me, just another sunken dream trying to deal with it calmly
Reacting every situation since you’ve called me
Head dug into my palms thinking she don’t honestly want this
And it’s obvious, yeah the sorrow sets it off
Hypnotizing both of us into agreeing with the odds and in the dark
I got a chance to fight it off
Instead I’ll sleep with the chaos that’ll wander down the same damn path I
chose to walk on
She said it took her all her life she’s steady lookin at me like she caught a
glimpse of something
I’m not your paradise girl
And with it in me it’s better to save your wishes for the moment after sailing
away
You should’ve never even asked
She said it took her all her life she’s steady lookin at me like she caught a
glimpse of something
I’m not your paradise girl
And with it in me it’s better to save your wishes for the moment after sailing
away
I should have never even shown you
What it’s like inside the world I keep a lock on
Purple hearted scar garden harvesting my thoughts off the
With the chalk gone, the problem still exists
At least the outline of it’s death prevents another fatal kiss
But that’s impossible, Neither one of us opted to be positive
We stared each other in the face and screamed until we lost it
And the fire magnetically pulled both of us right on top of it
Til one of us surrendered from rejection of the opposite
And this is not a love song, I’m working out my problems
The love song’s what caused em, now I’m stuck and tryin to solve em
And it’s all forever tarnished, from beginning til the end
Use my smile as an ashtray and inhale it’s ending scent
Let it go… please let it go this will kill you
Reinventing us is not a miracle we still do, and
Just as certain as I speak it to you now
I know I’ll wake up on the left side on the other side of town, listen
She said it took her all her life she’s steady lookin at me like she caught a
glimpse of something
I’m not your paradise girl
And with it in me it’s better to save your wishes for the moment after sailing
away
You should’ve never even asked
She said it took her all her life she’s steady lookin at me like she caught a
glimpse of something
I’m not your paradise girl
And with it in me it’s better to save your wishes for the moment after sailing
away
I should have never even shown you
I’m not your paradise girl
You should’ve never even asked
I’m not your paradise girl
I should have never even shown you
She said it took her all her life she’s steady lookin at me like she caught a
glimpse of something
I’m not your paradise girl
And with it in me it’s better to save your wishes for the moment after sailing
away
You should’ve never even asked
She said it took her all her life she’s steady lookin at me like she caught a
glimpse of something
I’m not your paradise girl
And with it in me it’s better to save your wishes for the moment after sailing
away
I should have never even shown you
Grieves got me through the hardest times of my life when I just wanted to commit suicide to get away from the pain but when I would listen to grieves I would lose myself in his music and forget all the problems in my life. Thank you grieves. I love you
Those stolen forbidden moments with men who passed like ships in the night while made love like a siren song tragic and beautiful but never forever...because we both were devoted to our Oceans of timelessness - not the restrictions of mortal bodies who return to ash. The scar garden in my heart craves a love that I cant have because this heart is claimed by the infinite universe I chose to know.