«Discipline»
By Julian Lozano
Copyright 2015
You lack discipline. you can’t sit and bitch
And pitch a fit if your ass isn’t a tad insolent
To the magnificence that happens when you act diligent
You can kill this shit. my passion it is: Rap synthesis
And fitness. This is the love that I have giftin' this
You can witness it. Come to the lab, get a glimpse
Your faces look like you drank a mixture of Absinthe and piss
I’ll add emphasis: trapped in a Labyrinth amidst
People many conspirin' to friends they’re the antithesis
Thrive in many environments. Yes, we are amphibious
Don’t be skeptical of me like I said that a crashed ship, a disk
I saw. I’m bittersweet like a preference for black licorice
Back in this bitch. I must be protected
Or lucky. I’m funky like something fermented
Run, read, and stretch then attention’s directed
On music or self-improvement relentless a despot
Ruling yourself with prudence un-messin' the messes
Cooling yourself removing resentment of Exes
Excessive deception’s gonna hurt you
Toying with your vitals: the stuff your words do
Don’t be annoying and entitled like some customers do
I’ll let it be. If we have chemistry, I won’t Bunsen burn you
Hunt and pursue places with love and virtue
Our cities look like disease from a birds view
Struck a nerve to whip that ass into shape
Want that mansion estate and some land with a lake?
But, you’re lackin' restraint makin' massive mistakes
I’m proactive but aches keep me numb from a damaged nerve
I have the urge to abandon earth and blow up like the Challenger
I have to serve and be faithful every month in the calendar
With gallant nerves and be grateful when I’m cut and I’m calloused. Hurt
But, still alive. I’m rebuilding. I’m rugged and balanced, sir!
Discipline. Wake up, wake up and I work out
Watch what you put in your body
Watch what you put in your mouth
Discipline. Stay working on a verse now
Grab a pen. Get a pad. Jot these fucking words down
Discipline. Have no time for your bullshit
Gossiping, moping around my friendship I’ma pull it
Cause' Discipline. Call me cold, but I’m determined
And to be in your pity party would be doing you a disservice
Beginning of life I slacked off. I was a jack off
Hands soft. Slippin' commitment’s a line I can’t cross
Bath salts: they were delicious like dipped in ranch sauce
Mad thoughts: they were beginin' to rip his pants off
So he could be ass raped and be castrated by disease
My body has sanctity; man aided my misdeeds
Drugs you can play with, you can crave it like strip tease
It leads no where. Like landscapin' I clip these
Hedges that left me boxed in depression and deadly toxins
I escaped the yard with a makeshift car, and I sped to correct the nonsense
That became my belief system. The beast hidden, I resist him
I released his sin with ease. Now, I am free! Vision’s
20 frickin 20. Friction between his kin
And me isn’t a thing. Listen, cause he’s fixin'
The rust in my organs was so corroded
Wake up in the mornin' do yoga poses
Make flows so potent, they’re like tone hypnosis
(he) raps well, I cast spells my own patronus
Harry Potter. A modder of code ya noticed
I hacked in your train of thought like a locomotive
I drove, Behold this, like I know the POTUS
I get privileges for this discipline. An open lotus
Is what I feel like. I’m bloomin' away
I’m clean and serene. My room is Feng Shui
I don’t need to be mean when moods will frustrate
I immediately sing the tune of the day
The croon of my brain. I don’t front dude. Candor
I have cause fibbing it just corrupts you faster
I’m raps equivalent to a kung fu master
Trashing limitless fucking junk food platers
It’s a brand new day
A brand new way
That I can live
If I stick to the plan
Resist what distracts
I can only win
With discipline