Did you think about all the things you said to me?
Do you think that they helped quell the Hell in my head?
In my heart I was torn apart.
In my dreams I’ve been thinking of a way to disappear.
Well my greatest fear was that
I would disappoint all the ones I love,
but I’ve been there and back.
It’s not so hard when you can’t face yourself in the mirror.
Did you think about all the things you said to me?
Do you think that they helped quell the Hell in my head?
In my heart I was torn apart.
In my dreams I’ve been thinking of a way to disappear,
so I’m growing out my hair.
So I’m growing out my hair.
So eventually I can cut ties with myself.
I’m growing out my hair.
I’m growing out my hair.
So eventually I can cut ties with all that I’ve felt.
And so I ask myself each night,
will I wake to see the morning light?
And as I fall asleep,
I close my eyes and pray for a reason to breathe.
I will keep breathing, but I won’t feel alive.
I will keep breathing, but I won’t feel alive.
I will keep breathing, but I won’t feel alive.