i hate my mother for ever bringing me to this world
she never even wanted me, she wished i’d been a girl
and goddamn my father thinking i was a punching bag
when the bastard was in town he had nothing better to do
than to call his son a fag
and what’s a boy to do but go and die
or fight someone else’s war?
i wish i was never born
it’s alright if you don’t wanna talk about it
but it’s the only way things are ever gonna to change
and i don’t expect you to be an expert
on these sorts of things
you know i never felt not estranged
something is wrong inside me
growing older, yeah i’m still so angry
don’t wanna love
don’t want no keys
something is wrong, but i don’t know what it is
i don’t know what it is
This is pretty much true. I caused a lot of problems at home, and at school I’m invisible to like every single student. You know how people say It will get better? It doesn’t work like that for everyone. Some people just live a horrible life then die. I know there’s someone out there that would care but unfortunately those are people on the internet that just relate but I’ll never meet them in real Audi there is over 7 billion people in the world and only a small percentage of people would care.